My personality is fixed, finally. For the longest time I admired and envied people with a certain personality, which due to personal flaws I was never able to adopt for myself. I'm talking about having an general air of positivity and whimsy, yet with just enough edge to not be taken advantage of. All I had was edge, my heart was filled with too much hatred and insecurity, and lowering my guard felt physically impossible. It comes with age and experience, I suppose.
More and more I'm just becoming the person I always wanted to be.

The most important step will be to graduate from creepy male autistic to quirky girl eccentric.